For some reason I’ve always felt that I was too much. Too much of one things, not enough of another. Too passionate. Too loud. Too shy. Too timid. Too abrasive. Too into something. Too emotional. Too happy. Too sad. Too depressed. Not enough of this, too much of that.
I don’t know where I fit in.
And sure – we can argue that fitting in is the status quo and that I should be excited to break the mold and do something different and daring, but I don’t know where I fit. Not even fitting in – I don’t know where I’m supposed to be. Do you know how frustrating that is? To not know what is the next move? If you should take this leap of faith or maybe you’re being over-confident.
I’m re-evaluating everything I ever did. I don’t remember everything I ever said. I don’t know what is and what isn’t.